I need a gun.
I feel…useless. I mean, yeah. I’m carrying a life. And that’s really cool. But…. what other purpose do I serve? I’m just in the way. Taking up space and air that someone else could use.
Daddy/Daughter Love <3
I hate this. Spring some shit on me then get mad when I shut down. I shut down cuz I’m trying to figure out exactly why it is that I even got upset. Now when I’m ready to talk about it and explain, you say don’t talk to you? I can’t win.
“Nobody’s perfect…but you’re perfect for me.”
Worthless
This is how I’m feeling…. Useless is more accurate tho. I hate feeling like I’m not doing anything at all. I feel even worse when people point out to me (with side comments or under their voices) that I am not doing anything. I hate being called lazy when I’m trying hard as hell….. I feel like my efforts go unnoticed…all the time. It’s always been this way… For pretty much since I’ve been old enough to do anything myself, I’ve been told I’m doing it wrong/not doing it enough. It’s frustrating to me because I know I’m trying my hardest.
Fall Fun!!!!
